Lies.

One
I told you I didnt know the reason - When I know every reason
I told you I was perfectly fine - When I was falling apart
I said yes - When so much more was going through my head
I listened to your every word without opinion - When I had everything to say to you
I sat there night after night - And didnt spill a word
I honestly told you the truth - Just not all of it
I told you I knew what I wanted - When I was so confused
I told you I trusted you - I barely trust myself
I told you I wanted to spend time with you - When I really just wanted to keep an eye on you
I told you it didn't bother me - When it ate away at me for days
I told you its gone - It never left



Two
I told you I didnt know - When I was so sure
I told you I did know - When I knew .. it wasnt true
I told you I loved you - It was a slip of the tongue - a bad one

Three, Four, Five
I did it to you too - Through my actions
I tricked you into my games - When all they are is a facade

Six, Seven
I told you what I saw was fake - It was more real than anything

Eight
I told you everything - Except one important detail

Nine
I told you I couldnt - When I could
I didnt lie to you - But I didnt tell you the truth

Ten
I told you it was the truth - When it was the biggest lie I've ever seen
I told you it was sincere - When it was more fake than I could imagine
I told you every word was meant - When they were all lies
I told you it was real - When it was only real to you
I told you thats how it really was - When it was nothing like that
I told you they were wrong - When they told the truth
I've lied to you more than anyone



[I told you what I felt] [That was real]
[I told you my deepest darkest secret] [I couldnt make that up if I tried]
[I told you I didnt regret it] [I dont]
[I told you I cried] [I really did]
[I told you there's nothing to wait for] [Thats never been so real until tonight]
[I told you I want you to be happy] [I do]
[I told you my biggest fear] [That's still there]
[I acted on my feelings] [Those are real]
[I told you everything that happened] [And didnt leave out the tiniest detail]
[I told you eternity] [I mean eternity]
[I told you I couldnt survive without you] [I almost died while you were gone]
[I told you I was always here for you] [Don't ever think different]





But I've left so much out. You have the full story - with many missing pages